belief

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

why is it hard to change?

the ego (nafs) is already comfortable (although far from being tranquil),

it rather clings to the problem than leave (hijrah) to something better,

being busied with complaints is what fills an otherwise empty life.

thus we live with excuses.

"For each one are successive [angels] before and behind him who protect him by the decree of Allah . Indeed, Allah will not change the condition of a people until they change what is in themselves. And when Allah intends for a people ill, there is no repelling it. And there is not for them besides Him any patron" ~Ar-Ra'd (13), Ayat 11

manusia mana ada percayakan tuhan. mereka lebih suka dan selesa percayakan kepada harta benda.

harta lah yang (disangkanya) memberi senang, memberi kenyang,

(walaupun tidak tenang),

haus pun hilang asalkan berharta.

tuhan hanya sekadar "ilmu buku". kalau susah baru ingat tuhan (kalaulah sahaja). waktu senang (kalau) ingat tuhan hanya dilidah, hati masih kufur nikmat.

"لا حول ولاقوة إلا بالله"

Imaginings

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

you have repented (so you thought so). you assume that all is forgiven and you are clean, scott free. but once some tests arrive such as hardship, old mistakes resurfacing, etc.., you do not accept it. how far are you from the repentance that you claim! if you have truly repented, you will submit and accept to whatever Allah has given you as punishment for your past mistakes.

what is most important is the realization, the will and act to change as well as submitting to Allah's will.

there is no point in the repentance in your mind, but your self is still mired in your old filth. your repentance is nothing more that what is taught as right, but your self is not willing to do right.

stop with the delusions, and stop wasting people's time. you have an educated brain but an ignorant heart. it all amounts to nothing.

sunggoh senang kau nak mengaku kononnya dah bertaubat. bila udah bertaubat nasuha (menurut dirinya sahaja), diingatkan ianya bersih segala. bila kena uji sikit contohnya kesukaran mendapat jodoh, atau sukar mendapat zuriat, atau aib terbuka.. ada yang tak boleh terima. padahal dalam taubat sebenar-benar taubat, kita kena redha atas apa sahaja yang Allah sediakan untuk kita atas kesalahan lalu.

yang penting ialah keinsafan, kesedaran, keazaman untuk hijrah serta redha pada ujian Allah.

usahlah mengaku udah bertaubat, kena jentik sedikit dah meraung. ilmu takat kat otak sahaja. tak lebih dari itu. nafsu masih bermaharajalela. akal masih letak kat lutut. diam-diam sudahlah.

kerana cinta pada manusia kamu tewas pada syaitan dan nafsu.

carilah cinta dan redha Allah. itu sahajalah yang kekal tiada hujungnya.

janganlah jadi manusia yang terpelajar otaknya, tetapi jahil hatinya. sia-sia belaka.

"لا حول ولاقوة إلا بالله"

Kaya

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

A man lies hidden under his tongue.

people often ask where is God,

but the real question is "where was I/where am I?"

where is your heart?

Makin kaya hartanya,

semakin miskin manusianya.

manusia mengejar kekayaan,

sedangkan kekayaan menghakis kemanusiaan,

apakah nilainya itu semua?